[00:24.50] It was so easy with you, so salty and gross
[00:27.22] Made me feel clean by comparison
[00:30.23] It was the tongue in my mouth
[00:31.88] And the fire in my house
[00:33.47] It made me look so innocent
[00:36.65] I'm never gonna feel good again
[00:38.89] I've played this game all the way to the end
[00:42.43] Look at this stupid little song for you
[00:45.27] You're pretty good at this game, too
[00:48.76] I wish I didn't miss you
[00:51.65] Or that I liked you at all
[00:54.73] I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up
[00:58.55] I wish I had your set of balls
[01:00.94] But I'm a chemical compound
[01:03.80] I'm just the ring you take off
[01:06.76] I'm just the next little girl you fake it with
[01:09.78] Before you go make it work with the one that you love
[01:14.70] 
[01:26.61] I drink my dumb little drinks
[01:28.58] Act like you care what I think
[01:29.85] Or like I really wanna get to know you
[01:32.51] Give everybody a chance, put on my makeup and dance
[01:36.03] Say things like, "I'll do anything for you"
[01:39.01] Don't I look good in this dress?
[01:40.37] In this well manicured mess
[01:41.99] I look phenomenal, but only to you, oh
[01:44.99] It's even worse than you think
[01:46.59] I'm watching everything
[01:47.92] And I'll die before I'll tell you the truth
[01:50.73] I'm never gonna feel good again
[01:53.18] I've played this game all the way to the end
[01:56.85] One more stupid little song for you
[01:59.54] You're better than you thought at this, too
[02:03.00] I wish I never met you
[02:06.09] Or that I wanted you still
[02:09.13] I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up
[02:12.98] I wish you'd just come over and kill me
[02:15.16] But I'm a chemical compound
[02:18.12] I'm just the ring you take off
[02:21.31] I'm just the next little girl you fake it with
[02:24.13] Before you go make it work with the one that you love
[02:27.89] And I don't even resent that
[02:29.57] Do you get that I don't even object
[02:31.95] I don't mind what you meant
[02:33.54] But then how dare you express
[02:35.01] Whatever brand of respect this is
[02:37.16] When I made sure that we both know I'm a mess
[02:42.81] 
[02:53.30] I hate it most when they're kind
[02:54.68] When they have meaningful lives
[02:56.36] And I'm the awful one standing next to them
[02:59.28] It was an earnest suggestion, a real connection
[03:02.54] Every part of me poses a threat to them
[03:05.18] And if you're mean then they'll laugh
[03:06.72] Like they don't understand
[03:08.35] If you got it, you would fucking go home, well
[03:11.26] Say that you want me still
[03:12.81] Say I'm just mentally ill
[03:14.25] Or I'm just a bitch, but, you'll never know
[03:17.45] I'm never gonna feel good again
[03:19.93] I've played this game through the end
[03:23.68] I'll pull the plug or I'll wait it out
[03:25.84] But I don't need you around
[03:29.69] I wish I never met you
[03:32.62] I wish I wasn't a waste
[03:35.64] I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up
[03:39.78] Or the heart to set myself straight
[03:41.85] But I'm a chemical compound
[03:44.73] You're just the gun in my mouth
[03:48.43] If you'd stop romanticizing who I am at parties
[03:51.98] You'd find your way out
[03:53.85] I wish I weren't a liar
[03:56.75] I wish that I could be kind
[03:59.97] I wish that I could trust you
[04:02.62] That things would turn out fine
[04:05.91] But I'm a chemical compound
[04:09.01] I'm just a flash in your hand
[04:12.94] And if you don't wanna play just say so
[04:16.17] And you'll never ever see me again
[04:19.62] 